GS: Just a Thought But Perhaps a Bad One?

At your age, I felt similarly. And at 16 I started dating someone who was in his 20s, only my dad knew about it and supported the relationship with the condition that my then bf would respect me... (even now at 33, I still usually find older men more interesting.) Age differences as my first relationship are not abnormal in my cultures, as it is (legally) in the US, and other places where you would be a minor. Don't worry, you will have time to date guys you like when you are older, but there is nothing wrong with you. :-)